Happy Birthday!! >> Liting

hmm.. call it coincident, but I called it The Curse of Blogging!! I have no idea why it always happen, the exact moment that I type in a title and about to start to blog, someone will want me to part away from my computer and to do something else. Which always ended up unable to complete my blog. Just now was about juliana who need to submit her assignment when it start to rain a few drops of water. Anyway that's not the main reason why I am here.

Today 26 April is the birthday of this special friend, Liting. Hmm.. Remember her nickname in the old days as "gang shao", I have no idea or cannot remember how did this nickname surface, it just happen that one everyone just start calling her by the nick. It was pretty embarassing for the both of us, I remembered that the nick went on for quite sometime till the extend that some teachers knew about it. Just can't be help, teachers are also human, so for a normal human being the tendency for one to gossip is quite high and maybe my profile was quite high during that time. Just for your info, my profile was high in a good way, although the bad profile was about the same, but I was remembered for my good points. ;p

Liting, she is someone who I can really chat with, it seems like the two of us operate on the same frequency. The common thing about us is that we have difficulty expressing our emotions or feelings (don't get me wrong, is not express feeling for each other), so when we talked about all the unhappiness stuff in life, we will have no idea what we are talking about but amazingly enough the listening party will always have no difficulty understanding. It feels really really nice to talk to her, don't need to crack brain to have a point send across.

One obvious thing about her is that she is so so so skinny, and you will be amazed by the food portion that she consumed. Even myself have problem trying to finish the things that she eat, and yet she can finish everything in a jiffy. But after all those, she will definitely looked like she's 2 months pregnant.

Lots more things to write about her but I don't have the TIME!!! I feel so so so taxed out! In previous post, I was talking about the right time to call right?? Well, anytime from now onwards will be the right time? I wonder which will give up first? My brain or my body??

STRESS STRESS STRESSSSSS!!!!!!!

Hope that I got the strength and time to blog again. If you don't see anything online, means most probably I'm piled under tons of books, and most likely will be eating, shitting and doing everything else there. :( One more thing, tommorrow is birthday of JinSheng, so Happy Birthday to you, bro!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITING!!

Time flies!!

Why is it time always flies away when you least expected it? Don't seems to be able to get my life up to date, there's always been something that I have yet to be done. Feel really really tiring.

This has been a week full of dissappointments, at least dissappointments from my academic areas. Remember that I had an mid-sem paper a few weeks ago? Well, didn't really manage to score well for it and to add to the agony, the weightage for the test is rather heavy, so that means I have to put in extra more effort for my studies!

Then it was the stupid JAVA assignment, spend almost the whole week not sleeping and trying to get it working, (this really makes me HATE java big big time) and in the end I have to submit something that is only partial working. And I think I need to go for anger management for my anger whenever I do programming, especially when things wasn't going my way. I will always have the urge to just pick up the monitor and throw it out through the window! And so fortunately and unfortunately, my monitor is the CRT type, so it's really heavy.

Hmm.. Spoke to Liting on the phone a few nights ago, as her birthday was coming and as you know I have memory of a goldfish, so I have to wish her an early birthday just incase that I forgot that she exists. I think I have not talk to her for a very long time, cannot even remember when was the last time that I chat with her over the phone. Think all this while I really have been neglecting a lot of people. It was a really joyful talk with her, hmm.., I guess she sort of lifted a little of my stress away, but I still prefer those moments where people just magically call me at the right time, right moment and talk to me *Hint Hint*. You know those moments when you really needed someone, moments that you feel really lost. Oh ya, Liting birthday's is on the 26 April, and I think (If I did not remember wrongly) I need to write an blog entry about her. Do not know if I have the time or strength to do it?

Draft exam timetable are out, the bad thing, ALL MY PAPERS ARE SO CLOSED TOGETHER!!! I have 1 paper on the 17th, 2 on the 18th (1 in the morning and 1 in the evening) and the last one on the 21st! I think I will definitely die of exhaustion by 21st! So people I need your help to help me pray for a better timetable! I really can't survive this ridiculous timetable! Please pray for me, be it you are christian, catholic, muslim, taoist, or the latest cockcroach god! Just pray for me for a better one k? I'm thanking you in advance! THANKS!!

But the good thing is that I'll be free from the 21st onwards! So those people that wants to see me or wants to come over for tour, it's time to make your reservation with the travelling agency and me, REMEMBER limit vacancies, and works on first come first serve basis! So it's time to dig out whatever money you have and head to the travel agency!

My shoutbox is currently out..

AAHHHHHH!!!! my shoutbox is out!! here what they commented on their server. hopefully it's not their fault coz the service that they provide has been doing very well, did not experience any problem and most of all, IT'S FREE!!!

Apr 20, 2005:

I have received the notification from my host regarding ShoutMix. They have mentioned that ShoutMix is using too much resources and causing the server to slow down. This is considered as resource abuse.

My options are either to close down ShoutMix or move to a dedicated one. I am unable to afford a dedicated server so I will try my best to maintain this service.
At the moment I just want to close the shoutbox for a while and check whether if it is ShoutMix that causes the whole server load thingy. If the server load drop dramatically after I close down the shoutbox, it is my fault and I will need to move ShoutMix somewhere else. If not, it could be caused by other sites on the same server so I can stay with this host.
Sorry everyone for the interuptions. This is not a very good news for myself too.

I HATE JAVA

I SIMPLY JUST HATE JAVA!!!
NO MORE JAVA FOR ME!! JAVASCRIPT MAYBE BUT NOT JAVA!!!

Stop Procastinating

I have no idea what's the hell is wrong with this week!! It's a week of mood swing, feeling as though I am having PMS!! Everything is going so wrong yet so right! And what the hell am I talking about? Feeling so right and wrong about everything?? get a grip!!!

This hasn't been a really productive week, the to do list are always so long and ever increasing and yet I have been procastinating the whole f**king week!! Looks like I can spend my weekend trying to make up for everything that I have yet to done.

Feelings of missing something in my life is getting stronger and stronger, don't really like this feeling. It's definitely messing up my life quite a LOT, this really brought me back closer to that very faithful day. I always thought that I have walked away from it, but the fact is that I have been burying things up quite a bit. Quite worry that one day things will start crawling to haunt me again. Think I can't really type with all these craps messing my brain. (Gonna take a break now, and continue once I have clear up my thoughts.)

Back! Brrr.. Outside is real cold and freezing, teeth just don't stop chattering. Lucky, my room isn't that cold and feel so cosy. It's now 3 am in Australia, my sleeping time is so mess up, can't really sleep before midnight and infact this is the period when I feel most awake! Let me back track so that I can make myself a little clearer. This whole just isn't in the mood to do anything, everything just seems to slip throught, and perhaps, it just the missing thoughts that is making my life so difficult to pass by. Feel as though there is 2 different person in me, fighting, and the winner will make me do "he" wants to do. And sad thing to say is that I saw no winner in them. sigh..

The worst of the week should be last Sunday or should I said Monday early morning, and lucky enough and unfortuately I had someone who is of worse plight than me, so I took the car out and went for spin. Emotions were getting into me a little and not realising I am driving a very old unserviced car and not to mention it was drizzling. So there I was driving a little reckless until I was reminded of the car and road conditions. And it definitely brings me back to reality and to drive with caution. Don't think I will blog about what happen that night, but it's one night I will remember. Don't worry things wasn't as bad as you think, and I did not meet with a close accident or a near death!

hmm.. think this blog is gonna bored everyone out big time. I think I seriously have problems writting my feelings down or even voicing my feelings out. But nevermind, those people who know me well will have no problem translating what I want to say! ;)

I should just stop here, feels much better now. Thanks.

Return of the Liz..

Forgot to include this just now. My pet is always coming back to find me. I've caught it peeping at me serveral times.

What a Hectic Hectic Week..

For all horny guys and gers out there.. here something a little sizzling for you - xiaxue blog. Apparently she went to some lingerie fashion show.

Ok enough of the lingeries, back to here!! Your purpose here is to kill time and read about me not her. This has really been a real real hectic week, whole week filled with test, reports, labs and project! And the best part is I have skip 95% of this week lecture, meaning I only attend ONE lecture for the whole week! Just so so tired and exhausted from all the things that I have to do. I think I've done pretty badly for the test, quite a demoralising paper, but it's also a wake up call for me! Enough of complaints in here, if not you readers (you know who you are!! ;p) will said my blog is too sad and too much of complains.

hmm.. This month is filled with birthdays of alot of friends, think they are going to party around without me. Let me wish them a very Happy Birthday to:-
Debbie (I was suspose to blog about her but she totally FORBID me!!)
Eugene
Desmond & Khailing share the same Birthday
Kai Xin
Porky
MUM
I think there's lots more to add, just that I can't remember. Anyway Happy Birthdays to all those who I fail to mention in the list. Lots of sorries..

Don't think I have mention to you guys about my goldfish memory, right? I think I suffering from partial amnesia, always just forget about things that I have to do or just no memories about it. Any doctors out there can recommend something for curing it or not, don't feel really nice when I forget about things.

Last night, I went to kill chicken(KTV) for the first time in the history of been in australia! And surprisingly, their song is very updated! Sound system is good, environment is good, price is good, drinks are nice but the microphone is a little faulty.

Really enjoy myself last night, even better than the time where I went clubbing. At the peak of the night, I really didn't feel I was in a foreign country, I feel so so much at home. But reality hit me fast as soon as the session is over :(. I think I should do this KTV more often, it feels really really good, love it. I don't even care it's hurtful for other people ear, I just want to vent my frustrations! Only one word can describing last night adventure - SHIOOOOOK!! hmmm.. think the effects is still lingering in my body, nice.

Think it's time for me to face the harsh reality again, another full workload week ahead! 加油! 加油! 加油!

流泪手心

云飘在天空 浪在海流动
这世界太多 无法掌握的梦
你站在风中 你是自由的
生命有太多 不得不分的痛

当你将离别握在我手心 我听见爱被悄悄捏碎的声音
你不懂你不要的我的心 会随你松开的手而喊停
我试着微笑 试着拥抱 在每一秒

我不想看见闭上的眼睛 害怕你最后化成泪溜出手心
你给过的承诺 我怎么能不放手
当你诚实诉说 他的爱多辽阔
这是我的手 它牵过你往事中度过
这漫长的路 不该走到寂寞

当你将离别握在我手心 我听见爱被悄悄捏碎的声音
你不懂你不要的我的心 会随你松开的手而喊停
我试着微笑 试着拥抱 在每一秒

我不想看见闭上的眼睛 害怕你最后
当你将离别握在我手心 我听见爱被悄悄捏碎的声音
你不懂你不要的我的心 会随你松开的手而喊停

To view the lyrics, set your browser encoding to unicode.

chinese version of the song in this blog. A lot of people prefer the chinese than the english, but I think the english is better.

Oh ya, I was suspose to apologise to Huliana and Melvin(bf) in the previous entry, for not leaving them outside my house where I was having dinner elsewhere. Anyway this thing had her talking for more than a month, and I think she will keep going on.

Sorry Hu & Mel..

A girl called Huliana..

Ok people don't get too excited for the time being. Just bear with me for a little while ok? I will get to the part as soon as I finish complaining about my life.

Ok, wasn't really that successful that I ask whoever that visit my blog to leave a message behind, or maybe my blog only attract just the handful people, and totally no strangers at all? if that's the case, when can I get nominated in Best Blog Award? Think I will have a long long way to go. The winner of the best asia blog is xiaxue, she can really really bitch well. But if my blog were only visited by just the handful of people, I really want to thank them. If I were to get 500 hits, and if I have only 5 person who comes in regularly to read, then they have an average of 100 visit in 3 months. And if my maths did not fail me, they will be visiting my blog almost once everyday. WOAH!! I am really really impressed. Didn't really realise it till I calculate it. THANK YOU PEOPLE!! I am really touched, I wonder am I able to squeeze out some tears? hmm.. answer is NO! Soorry..

To all the clubbers that exist in here, I went CLUBBING for the first time in Australia!! Not a bad experience afterall, the music were a little sucky though. The disco name is called "Family", I think the name don't really suit the place. The place is 3 storeys high, 1st floor is where all the happening stuff emerge. It's definitely the best place for people who loves Techno, it's playing Techno for the whole NIGHT!! 2nd floor will be for people to chill out, nothing much in there except to drink. And the 3rd floor will be R&B music which I don't really like. There's also a small corner to chill out too, that place is really nice, I mean the concept you can never find it in Singapore, the bar counter is literally make of ice, not really the whole thing, but the tabletop of the counter. If Coyote Ugly were to filmed there, I bet bar top dancing will be banned forever, imagine Piper Perabo (the actress of the show) slipping off the bartop the moment she jump onto it.

Anyway, the crowd there was GOOD!! International students night out, you can think of gals n guys from Japan, Malaysia, Hong Kong, Korea, etc etc. You name it and there should be there. It's a night where my eyes has never taken a rest and never stay on a person for more than 5 mins. (no, I do not stare at ppl constant, if that's what you are thinking of..)

Now for the main course, people I like you to meet Huliana aka Ah Lian. Remember the cute drawing which look like from the hands of a 3 yr old kid? You might have guess it, it's from HER!! Laugh all you can people!! I am risking my life in blogging this down, so you better appreciate it! remember previously I have mention that I met this couple in the airport? This is the the girlfriend I was talking to. I don't think anyone is interested about what happen after the airport right? Although I was suspose to continue talking about it, if you are interested in what happen just leave a message and I promise a blog on it immediately, ok?

Woah!! 4.45am!! I think I better cut this short, anyway a picture speak a thousand words right? So take a look at the pictures. Will comments on her some other time when I have the time.

This is her, if you are wondering why the picture has been edited, cause the original one was too badly taken, and this is the only one with her face clearly shown.

And yes, that's my bed she is sleeping on (Focus! don't let your thoughts anyhow roam!!), I don't know why, everyone seems to like my bed alot. They just keep coming and sleeping on it, don't even need invitation.

That's her when she is drunk! and yes, it's my bed again. (ok ppl, try to keep ur mind from roaming again!!) I am so jealous of my bed, I think its attraction for people is waaay high up!!

To keep myself alive, I have no choice but to edit this photo. If not you guys can have a really good laugh at the pic. Anyway that's about all. Oh Gosh! 5 am and I am still blogging away, think I shall stop here. Good night...

I will intro another person who keep complaining I have never talk about her at all in my blog. Which is true, I am so sorry.. will write 1 whole entry on you ok?

Come back for more..........