I am not lazy, just physically conservative.

WooWooh~~~!!! My blog has been around for a year! I have survived the average expectancy of a blog. Well, if you haven't noticed, my blog has moved from http://kangblog.blogspot.com to http://nerdblogger.blogspot.com. In case you are wondering why the shift, I've actually wanted this site name when I start my bloggin life style but this name was initially taken by someone else.

If you have been following my blog since the beginning or you have at least went through all my entries at least once, you should know that I actually delicate this blog to her. Go read the 1st Jan entry. Don't be lazy, I won't include the link here.

Gosh! I'm writing crap already! Here's some happenings during this week. I'll talk about my Birthday celebration some other day.

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On Thursday, I went for an interview for an intern for PSA. Big company, Big prospect but miserable pay. They are offering $700/mth. So there I was, scheduled for the 4pm interview, at 3.30pm I am still in Woodlands, thinking that I still have 1.5 hours to prepared for it.

So after staring at the clock for 5 sec, trying to figure out how much time does it takes for 3.30pm to reach 4.00pm, I realised I am super late for my interview. So in less 30 sec, I am hoping for a cab to pick me up and fly me to my destination.

I was 15 mins late upon arrival, I was shocked to see other interviewee wearing extremely formal, with shirt and tie. Well, I wasn't really prepared for this interview, I was wearing tshirt and jeans. I feel so much like an outcast on his death parole.

The moment I step into the interview room, the guy interviewer commented I am very casual for the interview, how I wished there was a hole there for me to hide in it. A quick introduction from them and they asking me questions about myself. I don't know what's wrong with me, I was basically been a comedian making both of them laughing and smiling throughout. By the way I did commented how miserable the pay is.

In less than 15 mins, I'm done with it. Even the receptionist outside commented that I was rather quick for the whole interview. In my mind, I was laughing and thought to myself how I really screwed up the whole interview.

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Friday, the most troubled day of the week, went for another two interview. In between the two interview I received a call from PSA informing that I am accepted for the internship. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!?!? I can't believe that after screwing up the interview I sill got accepted!?!? With that I am faced with two choices, an opportunity to make my resume looks good or find a better paying job. Can you believe that I am so troubled by it that I called or smsed everyone to ask for an opinion, I even got off the wrong MRT station thinking of it! However, the utimate decision still lies with me. So in the end, I've decided to decline the job.

Was it a wrong decision? I don't know, you tell me.

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Another thing, have you met with those 13 - 14 years old students asking for legal donation in town or central HDB area. Here's my 2 encounter.

First, this doesn't quite invovle me but other in the streets. It's at the traffic light area at manadrin hotel, crossing the road will be Heeren and the other side it's the California Fitness centre. These bunch of girls are basically harrassing the civillians that were innocently passing by, 2-3 girls cornerning guys with or without girlfriends. I don't know what are they trying to promote? Themselves or gain donation for the charity organisation.

Second, I wasn't harrass by the girls in this encounter but I think they were rather rude. So here I was walking towards the bus interchange and was stopped by this 13 - 14 years old girl. Initially, she told me she was doing a survey and asked if I can kindly contribute a little of my time. Of course, I gladly agreed because I know the feeling of been an surveyor.

However, 30 seconds into her opening speech, I realise I was talk into donation for an charity organisations. I should have remember their organisation and named it here to shame, fortunately for them and unfortunately for me, I forgot about it. After realising, I have been "conned" into a donation talk, I politely decline the donation. It is then she start to give me the face that she is very disappointed and pouting her lips, as if she is about the cry!

What the hell!! She told me that it is a survey and not some donation thingy, I already did not give you my two cents worth on telling you the differences between a survey and a donation, she still dare to make it seems like it's my fault! WHAT THE HELL!! The worst thing is that, I have to apologise for her time wastage to make her feel better and who knows, she pout her lips even more!! WHAT THE HELL!! ANGRY!!

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Sunday, I called up and talk to lp. I am so so so sad and dissappointed after it. Why? Because I have lost a friend and the feeling of losing one is just as bad as losing someone who you cherish. Well, she want me to totally dissappear from her life, meaning that I don't exists in her life at all. At that moment, I felt as if my heart has been stabbed. Nonetheless, I decided to respect her decision, hoping one day she will come round and regret her decision, in fact I felt sorry for her.

What I can do is only so much, I can only hope and pray that she will meet someone better than me, who will take her by her hand and guide her through her life.

This time, I think I really have totally let go and moved on..

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Now, since I got no work, no girlfriends, no nothing. I AM BORED! If you reading this give me a call and ask me out, k?