Nothing but random thoughts.

I realise it's pretty boring just to blog about everyday life to the minute details of it. Like for example this blog but please try not to click on it too much, free advertisement is not good. And also the owner will be darn proud of his increasing viewership, and he will start to crap about it.

So as I was saying, it really is boring. I'm sure you wouldn't be interested in where I go, what I eat, who I have met, right? And the worst thing is I never take any photographs from any of my outings. Well, what interest me most is certainly how all my friends has change, as in their perception to things. They must have experienced a lot of things when I'm not around. I wonder why am I not study psychology when I am so interested in human thoughts and behaviour.

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I don't understand why people can start a relationship when they know there's totally no tomorrow in it. And I really wonder why do they have the courage to make plans for everything when they know the deadline for the end is coming soon.

I don't know who is more selfish in this? I wonder if there is another word to better describe it. Well, as a friend I certainty don't wish to see them fall.

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Enough of the boring stuffs. Well I have been thinking for a little while about myself, if you have been an avid reader of my blog, you should've read about the post on reasons to love and not to love. It's on the August 26 post.

Anyway, I think I'm falling into the loneliness category. However, the contradicting part in this controversy is the fear of hurting another person. Not the fear of been hurt but the fear of unable to commit fully i.e. whole-heartedly. Any rush decision will definitely cause hardship to other party.

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Now really enough of boring stuffs. My Birthday coming soon!! So have you guys prepared my birthday presents, surprises and wishes?

If you are wondering what to get for me, here's a list on what I want. Online reader can also give me as well, nothing to be shy about. This mean you!!

The list is not arrange in order of preferences.

Wetsuits - For scuba diving, must have long pants and long sleeves. 5mm thickness will be nice.
Diving gloves - Don't need to explain further. Must be cool and trendy.
Diving fins and mask - For fins I want the split fins. Mask must be silicon for the contact between the mask and face.
Perfume - Hugo Boss I think Soul or another one. I only remember it's one of the two latest fragrance.
PDA - The highest end of PDA. But have to be small and most important COOL~~~!!!
Handphone - SonyEricsson W800i.
Underwater Camera - Good choice as well.
Memory card - SD card, please at least 1GB.
Watch - I like metallic stuffs.
Sunglass - Oakley only.

All the above are just too expensive, here's some alternative.

Keychains - must be unique and small. Best is metallic.
Birthday Card - At least 50 words long. No money must have heart.
Birthday Treat - Hawker food will also do.

Alcohol - Don't make me puke too much though.
Birthday Songs - Also not bad but must sing individually to me.
Birthday Cake - Don't really fancy but a small small small slice of choc will do.
Chocolate - If really need to give me, dark chocolate please.

Lastly, only the girls will have this priviledge.

Birthday Kisses! - Don't need to explain further right?

8 more days for you guys to prepare.