Happening Week

Hmm.. so sianz.. night shift is so boring!! now happingly slouching in this big big armchair, with my leg up on the table and keyboard on my lap.. i wonder wat if my boss were to walk in right now??

anywayz, nothing much to do now.. so decided to update a little bit on my blog.. Saturday, went to O bar, and the toopid chris make me drink so much till i started puking all over the place.. well not really all over the place, jz at the lamppost or tree.. can't remember!! i guess i should have puke into his shirt, he was practically luffing his head off in his brain or was he literally luffing!! ARRGGHHH!! too drunk to remember and not significant enough for me to remember.. but he wasn't that fantastic either, after drinking so much from the games that he constantly lost to me, he was toking lots n lots of crap!! super lots of crap.. and u noe wat, those craps doesn't make a lot of sense to me.. well maybe i wasn't that sober in putting those craps into deep thoughts.. but since when craps need to put into deep thoughts?? oh man.. i wonder WTF am i writting now.. making no sense at all!! think the alcohol effect is still in me??

*sigh* i can't account for the number of times i have puke during this short vacation back in singapore. perhaps i have not been drinking for quite sometime therefore alcohol retention is very poor or maybe something is bothering me and drinking is one way to drown it?? i have to admit in the beginning i was really drowning my sorrows (not talking about this occasion).. i will seek every chance to drink till almost drop dead and dozing off immediately when my head hits my pillow. well in fact i will fall asleep practically my head "hits" anything.. but think i need to cut down a little bit.. too taxing on body.. hmm.. i wonder if i were to go on this way, will i bcom an alcoholic?? think i really need to put some serious thinking into this..

oh no!! the "Zzz Monster" is getting into me.. suddenly can feel my brain slowing down.. think getting retarded very very soon...

anyway today(monday) had a great time meet up with almost all my army mates.. so much things to talk.. i think if not for tml a wrking and i have to come to this miserable place, think we can talk for the whole nite.. really there was so much to talk about.. so much things to catch up with one another.

Thoughts of the Day:
You know sometimes i really wonder if she do miss me anot?? i really do not understand hw can a person change so much during such a short time?? the oni ans i can think of is there must be something dramatic that happen, if not it is not possible for someone to evovle into someone that is so extreme.. i really do not understand!! Life is so complex.. y can't it so simple?? wat u see is wat u get? I once told her, Life is already that complex, shouldn't we simplify things instead of causing things more complicated??